Well I discovered something the other day that is somewhat disheartening for me. I was very overweight for a long time, and consequently my skin stretched around my stomach a lot. Well it stretched to the point where it won't go back to "normal," so I have this odd sort of gut that just sort of flaps about. It's not as extreme as some of the other pictures I've seen but knowing that possibly the only way I can get rid of this "belly" is to have surgery makes me sad. It's also very frustrating since I've worked my ass off to get my weight down over the last few years, and now I'm stuck with this belly. I hate to sound vain, but I want a flat stomach damn it! The most I can do now is reduce my bodyfat percentage to at least minimize my gut further, but at what point do I just say fuck it and realize there's really nothing I can do. shit.

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